Reality Check

29 years of living

It has been beautiful

There's the ups and downs

Who doesn't have?

I've had my moments

Of victories, of failures

My own defeats 

My own crowning glory

I've been fooled and

Had been a fool

I've been in love

Many times I did fall

But on all cases

I've been so broken

I've struggled enough

I've surpassed battles

Every after the other

With all these things

and moments I've lived

I've come to realized

How Precious I Am

Many has bullied me

Many has envied me

Many has loved me

I knew all these now

I've well appreciated all

What only few knows

In all those years

I've been in a shadow living

I've fought the fight

To be normal as I can be

To wash away the pains

Physically, emotionally

I've always tried to be

Stronger day by day

As the days gone by

I am getting older

Old enough to enjoy life

But I've to stop awhile

My younger years

Were filled of happy moments

Extremed, fulfilling adventures

But things change

I am not the active sporty gal

Anymore

Sadly I've to choose in between

My love for adventures or

My right leg and my life?

Time checked: 14 February 2013

My heart's saddened

My soul is calm

My life's heading to

New beginnings

That ONLY acceptance

Will let me to
MOVE FORWARD...



written by:
Belle C.A. Hanzberj
14 February 2013
12:03 AM